Do you ever feel like THAT!?
Sometimes I wonder where my life is going and what I’m doing. I realize I’m only 23 years old, and I’m suppose to have my whole life ahead of me still, but what if you don’t? You hear about people who are unexpectedly gone at any age and it’s heartbreaking. Did they live their life to the fullest? Did they get to do everything they wanted to do in life?
I’m thinking through what my new years resolutions are going to be, and I want 2013 to be remembered. I want to accomplish a lot of my 100 in 1001 goals, I want to see beauty in every day life, the type of beauty that stops you in your tracks and makes you smell, see, and hear everything around you at that precise moment. I have a lot of goals for my life and a lot of career paths I want to take… will I get that chance? More importantly, will I take that chance once I see it?
There are a lot of things in my past that I’m like “geez, what was I thinking? (kind of like the above)”. I hate the fact that I didn’t take full advantage of living at Disney World, I missed a lot of opportunities at the park and spending time with friends because I was more concerned with getting the program over with so I could get back home, getting proper amount of sleep so I could work as much as possible, now that I look back on it, it was ridiculous! I didn’t take advantage of that great opportunity until the last month and I regret that. That’s my most recent experience and the one I relate to the most at the moment, but there are no doubt others…
Are there things you regret not making the most of?
Is this something you think about often?
Do you feel like you’re missing out on the beauty of life sometimes?
I’m working on improving my quality of life by enjoying every moment to it’s fullest. I don’t always suceed, in fact, I rarely succeed, but that’s my personal goal for 2013. I realize it’s a little early to discuss and I’ll probably bring it up again, but why wait until January, why not start NOW!?
